I spent the last week in New York with Tarynn doing things like finding the best of everything and in our search we found, the best burger,the best milkshake,the best peach pie,the best pizza,Indian and probably indirectly every others kinds of food I was lucky to have a relationship with before it was or I was seduced and then eaten. that makes no sense does it?
Days were spent exploring and being with people, Tarynns people whom all seemed to notice something 'different' about me something a little off, perhaps sad. I have to say in that sense of sadness I had one of the best evenings I will go right out and say was one of the best evenings I have ever had. Tarynn took me to this crazy Indian restaurant in the east village, crazy, fulled with so many flickering lights, I felt like a Christmas tree being in this small space. I will tell you why I enjoyed this evening so much because there was a part where they turned off all the lights and this bollywood happy birthday song came on, everyone was clapping and dancing myself included up until I realised the ice cream sparkler was put in front of me, Tarynn had told them it was my birthday and I have never laughed as much as I did as I was not expecting it and it was all so crazy and I was just like a little kid, I told Tarynn that was the best part of the entire trip for me, it just felt so good to have someone do something that to me was very special. Its kind of one of those places you have to be in to fully understand, but I think it is easy to relate to feeling good from good, right?
There is no structure or form in the way I write today and the truth is I find it so hard to write as I'm not really in the mood for anything but I do need to bring closure or whatever to the end of our road trip, so
4000 miles/ 6500 km and more of driving and exploring , a full cycle of the moon, I find myself at the end of our road trip "CaTaTy 2013"
I am already missing sharing a bed with my sister, going to the ends of the earth to find food for my cousin,smoke breaks outside motel rooms,scenery that goes from fields to seas,being told how to drive,random swimming excursions,lemonade.... I could go on I just cant right now.
I understand the concept of everything must end but I dont like it much, I just dont.
it is never the end though, the journey goes on....
Days were spent exploring and being with people, Tarynns people whom all seemed to notice something 'different' about me something a little off, perhaps sad. I have to say in that sense of sadness I had one of the best evenings I will go right out and say was one of the best evenings I have ever had. Tarynn took me to this crazy Indian restaurant in the east village, crazy, fulled with so many flickering lights, I felt like a Christmas tree being in this small space. I will tell you why I enjoyed this evening so much because there was a part where they turned off all the lights and this bollywood happy birthday song came on, everyone was clapping and dancing myself included up until I realised the ice cream sparkler was put in front of me, Tarynn had told them it was my birthday and I have never laughed as much as I did as I was not expecting it and it was all so crazy and I was just like a little kid, I told Tarynn that was the best part of the entire trip for me, it just felt so good to have someone do something that to me was very special. Its kind of one of those places you have to be in to fully understand, but I think it is easy to relate to feeling good from good, right?
There is no structure or form in the way I write today and the truth is I find it so hard to write as I'm not really in the mood for anything but I do need to bring closure or whatever to the end of our road trip, so
4000 miles/ 6500 km and more of driving and exploring , a full cycle of the moon, I find myself at the end of our road trip "CaTaTy 2013"
I am already missing sharing a bed with my sister, going to the ends of the earth to find food for my cousin,smoke breaks outside motel rooms,scenery that goes from fields to seas,being told how to drive,random swimming excursions,lemonade.... I could go on I just cant right now.
I understand the concept of everything must end but I dont like it much, I just dont.
it is never the end though, the journey goes on....
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