low ho

I disappoint myself when I reach this blog and I have nothing to say. To be bluntly honest with myself I can finally and openly admit that I am feeling painstakingly lonely. I don't particularly enjoy living so far away from everyone. I would like more then anything to just pop over to my mom right now. I'm not liking my company at the moment. Sure I have this beautiful little heartbeat by my side, I wander if she can still feel mine as it is barely beating.

"oh but it beats, it beats with a longing"

I have at least a Christmas wish from these 2 heartbeats to you...