I don't know how I end up doing half the things I end up doing sometimes. Generally I enjoy it. Today has been one of those days where I feel a rush. I have been everywhere and nowhere at the same time. My best was this evening, this night. I ran out of electricity and it may or may not have something to do with the very many Christmas lights I have as a scene scape cascaded everywhere in my house. There is nothing better then light. I also have ones that sing. Well of course I do. If you want to meet a christmas freak "halo here I am." I just love it. I sometimes wish I could have kids. I always have. Not only to share my holiday craziness, I just think I would be a great mom an eccentric mom but amazing. off subject there although its funny I got into a conversation with a very beautiful girl today she asked me if I was going to have a test tube baby. "mmmm, I think I should find a girlfriend first" she cant understand why I dont have one, weird I suppose. It would be nice to share this with this "girlfriend" and moving on.
Electricity ran out and I found myself at the mall again at 8:15, I decided at a limb I had to go see the christmas lights in town as I have not done that yet and it is one of my favourite things to do, Im just doing this on my lonesome.
The lone ranger rode forth to the lights and there was a surprise for her, a festival, a christmas festival=SOLD! I loved it, i roamed around , loud music, people, flashing things, Chinese junk, as if I need anymore, fireworks, Its funny or really cool that as I 'rode' when I saw the lights in the distance my heart fluttered, I smiled and started giggling at myself for being so ridiculously child like.
Oh man to be out after dark,dancing in the streets to really bad christmas carol dance music. What more could I ask for, oh yes theres that. I need to get out. I really do. Im becoming a little dangerous on my own, I need to share myself, give myself, be with others as myself. Dont get me wrong I had fun but I need some people already.
So The last week has been a christmas mania, from decorating my grandparents tree to decorating with kids, to my own....
Electricity ran out and I found myself at the mall again at 8:15, I decided at a limb I had to go see the christmas lights in town as I have not done that yet and it is one of my favourite things to do, Im just doing this on my lonesome.
The lone ranger rode forth to the lights and there was a surprise for her, a festival, a christmas festival=SOLD! I loved it, i roamed around , loud music, people, flashing things, Chinese junk, as if I need anymore, fireworks, Its funny or really cool that as I 'rode' when I saw the lights in the distance my heart fluttered, I smiled and started giggling at myself for being so ridiculously child like.
Oh man to be out after dark,dancing in the streets to really bad christmas carol dance music. What more could I ask for, oh yes theres that. I need to get out. I really do. Im becoming a little dangerous on my own, I need to share myself, give myself, be with others as myself. Dont get me wrong I had fun but I need some people already.
So The last week has been a christmas mania, from decorating my grandparents tree to decorating with kids, to my own....
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