another rap song

What I am about to put down here may be embarrassing, to that I say so what. It's a part of me and it got me laughing. It also made me realise I have enjoyed rhyming from a very early age.

I have spent most of my day unpacking boxes as i try to settle in my new home. Suffocated by "stuff" that is not me nor mine. Bits and pieces from my step mother. It is going to take some getting used to. I am a Taurus, through and through (for that which of star signs are true and really anyone can have parts of any star sign) still a Taurus a homebody. So getting used to this 'stuff' will take some time.

I am thankful for the things I've found in my boxes. Discarded becomes alive again. That's where the inspiration for this entry comes in. In my youth I like writing 'songs','Rap' songs I have come across two of those today and for me it's very entertaining.....

1988--- 9years old: there were three of us, my sister,my cousin and myself, this 'song was for all of us.

The Rap Band

Jus: Rap------

Ta:  Rap------

Carey: Rap-----

All: Rap------

All: Rap is the kinda thing we like to do

       all the time we do it we do it with a shoe

Jus: Now for Carey

Care: My name is Carey I like to sing rap

        I sing it all the time with my gang called Cat

Care: Now for Tarynn

Ta: My name is Tarynn I sleep all the time

      I like to eat my breakfast but not every kind

TA: Now for Justin

Jus: Ive got a little sickness its not very nice

       I cant do all the fun but I have to pay the price

       but anyway

All: Now for all us three

All: Thats the facts we all like to say

        and we will be on our way

        123   The Rap Band

1997------- 18 years old (back in the day I thought I was a gangsta, these lyrics are alot like adolescent poetry)

Going into the past of something that didn't last.

Want to die not stay alive just wait and give me a chance to survive.

I know i got what it takes so come get what I got.

Trust me people that's a whole lot.

Don't stop me now for the depression of this session

is the reason of confession

in believing that we can survive

without love and stay alive

Dead is my mind

no more feelings to find

Holding the gun to my head

while they all saying "go ahead"

pull the trigger "BANG"

no way stop that thing!

Bullets of deception

that's one mistake that needs correction

You know its wrong all the lyrics of this song

Taking a life is wrong she thinks

I cant tell you how much it stinks

so give me a chance

take the thoughts away and allow me to dance

Dance to the mythical tune of reciprocal

thoughts that were meant to repent

And there you go, by analysing these, I have always crossed the boundaries of depression. Deep....